Can't sleep.

Blah....So I've been awake since about 3:30 or so....I'm not sure if I had a bad dream or I woke up and then had the bad feeling I'm having...I think I'm just dwelling on it too much and I'm sure everything is fine, but it's not fun. I prayed for awhile, and took a shower....and I'm now listening to some praise and worship music...I find that even more comforting that usual when I'm stressed or worried about something.....it's helping, but I know that works gonna be rough because I'll only have had about 4 hours of sleep-if that. Oh well...

Let's see. In other news, I started my diet back tomorrow. I got lax and gained some of my weight back-which is so not cool...BUT Monday I sucked it up, went back and weighed in and restarted yesterday. I did pretty well considering how busy I was. I'm going to start posting daily about what I eat and stuff I think-mostly for accountability. Even if no one reads this...It's there and I can see it. :) I'm debating if I want to start a weight loss blog or just do it from here....I'll probably at least start on here...but I'm not sure yet. I'm also going to start using the LoseIt app again....So, with that said

Tuesday, September 13, 2011:

Breakfast: Orange (I was going to go and get eggs at work, but I got busy and they finish serving b'fast at 10-so I missed it)

 Snack: Thermo-boost

Lunch: Hamburger Patty (6 oz I believe)

Snack: Orange


Dinner: Hamburger meat, tomatoes, lettuce, sour cream (maybe 1/2 teaspoon) [It was taco salad, but I didn't get the bowl.]

Water:  92 oz I think

We had our teen meeting last night so I didn't really get to chose my dinner as I was rushing in the morning and we don't have food here--BUT all of those (except sour cream-and i did just a tiny bit) are allowed on the first three days. I need to eat more beef, so I may just go to CB tonight and get 2 hamburger steaks like I did back in January. They say the more beef you eat (hamburger, steak, etc) the more you lose on these prep days--which Is true because in January I did that and lost 4-6 lbs I think when I started...I originally wanted to lose 66 lbs. I had lost about 30 and gained back about 10 the last 2-3 months...SO I have about 35 to go...I'm hoping more for 40, but we'll see...

Alright, well, I'm out of stuff to write about right now I think....Now if I can just rest a little more and that my 6 hr day goes super quick...so I can come home and clean. urgh.